- precisely, no one.
Words don't have enough power to show you my gratitude - for taking care of me on sick days, making sure i'm okay on days with cramps, cooking dinner when I start rumbling, taking me out on grocery shopping, praying for me when I wasn't well (yes i know you did) and making me laugh at the silliest jokes. (yes you still do make me laugh).
I have never been happier, and I will never ask for more cause you're more than enough and I am more than blessed, very contented indeed. B, you're the best thing that has ever happened to me, and I know that there are nights I rumble and irritate you, cry over spiders in the shower and have bad days or rant it all out on you, I know I may not be the best when it comes to "housewife material" but I'm trying. Yeah, I may sound terrible when I say "i have never done the dishes for twenty years of my life and my fingers are wrinkling and hands are turning rough" or "I don't know how to do the laundry..." but i'm willing to learn all of that, and make myself less of a burden and more of someone more useful at home.... hehe. I said it once before, and I will say it again: I will do all that dishes even if my hands starts turning rough, because I know you are still going to hold on to me. You're too special B, and when I say "I can't imagine not being with you", I really can't. I may sound like the overly attached girlfriend or someone too clingy, but that's what you are to me, that's how much you mean to me.
I get that question quite frequent, "Why B, what makes him so special", it's everything about him, the way he dances in the middle of the room and the way he smiles at me across the table everytime we have a meal. He makes my stomach filled with butterflies when we go on dates, dress nicely and have the best night we are supposed to have. The way he makes me a better person, or less bitchy. The way he tells me things when he thinks it's not right, the way he corrects me when I'm wrong. He doesn't care about what the world thinks, but it's our own judgement, not theirs.
It's been 2 months here, and if you asked me why I came to New Zealand, I'd say I wanted to be nearer to him, and yea, I needed somewhere to start a pre-degree program so I thought killing two birds would be easier - moving in with him and studying. I don't know what I would do for semester two, but right now, it feels right at least. with my life at least, I'm getting the hang of being here, and being around you seems more than...... hahaha you get what I mean.
i love you, b.
for constantly pushing me to my limits.
