Something more.

So,
I had my first lesson on the module of "Featured Writing" today.
Woke up feeling all crappy cause I had to send my dad off to the airport, so I got up as early as 6am, finally had my macs breakfast but I didn't know that hotcake's the most sinful and ways the heaviest amount of calories in them...... so for the past few days of not consuming food and now the first meal I'm clearing my plate with has 638 calories.

Anyhow, made it on time for class today with the hope of seeing a charming lecturer, but no he was this guy that looked normal apart from being old, but featured writing seems to be something I enjoy studying about, but the lecturer made me realize so much more.

why I blog: 
Probably for the fun of it. I like writing - it clears my train of thoughts, it breaks down what my massive all-day thinking mind is thinking of. Well, it helps me slow down and realize what's going on at the back of my head. Somehow, I never get the time to stop and think about situations, the moment I get tangled up in one, I'd start fretting and find all solution to resolve it rather than analysing what's going on. Maybe I dare not think what's going on or dare to take a step back to have that overview of the entire situation cause the last time I did that everything fell into pieces and I saw it falling right infront of my eyes.
I've no idea if I'm capable of being an "inspiration" or something "relatable", but that's somewhere I'd wish to see myself at one day. To at least inspire or let someone know that she or he is not alone.
I don't want to be the person who just goes all day and talk about things that happen, I don't want to write about something unworthy to have a read on, because if words had power in them, the writer holds a bigger position of power because the writer is the one controlling which word ought to be used.
I had my share of fun doing a ton of other stuff, but for once, I see a future in writing something more than what I am capable of.


Okay, till then,
goodbye x