xxxxx from 2006 to 2012.

I'm sorry, specifically to you P, I don't know if you'd ever read this, but like you said on your blog, you doubt I'd ever come across your post but I did (ha, too bad), yeah I never thought or cared about you, treated you like a punching back, probably back then I was still a kid, never taking relationships seriously - fall get injured and say it's okay. You saw me through every heart break, you saw how T fell in love with R, you became my "bestfriend" when that happened, 3 years later after that sticky situation, I asked you the most ridiculous question and I still remember how you answered me, "I told you 3years ago and I'm going to say the same thing still, I love you" hahaha, come on I was a kid back then, how did you expect me to be.... serious on anything. It's heart breaking to see how someone waited for you yet you push them away cause their status writes nothing in it, it's funny how you stood by me and watch me fall just because you were that friendzoned area, but today, after years of heart breaks, I wanna tell you, thank you, thank you for watching me through all this emotionally nonsense, to be there for me and to watch me get hurt even though you could have walked away cause I pushed you out all the time, thank you for being that minimal bestfriend during my younger growing up days, I came across your blog and I learnt that 2012 was just last year, and having you to wait that long, must have been torturing, I blamed you for walking out thinking that you were being annoying but fact is, you never told me the truth and I finally learnt why today. I am sorry for hurting you, I know you're over every bit of me and you don't want to have any connection or relation with me, but you were a great friend to me - wherever you are, whatever you're doing now, I wish you all the best, the feeling all guys hated was the friendzone area sort of treatment and honestly you were that big brother I wished I had, it felt that way. I know the post was a year back, but you watching me grow up and being there, you were amazing.
Thank you P, for being that big brother, and I'm sorry for not being understanding and putting you on that rough spot, but I do understand, as much as you thought I was angry at you, I think I should have been the one begging for forgiveness instead.

Thank you great friend.