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Thursday, March 6, 2014

"princess"

no it's not about how I'd sweeten my way out of revenge. 
but one thing I really dislike
would be you or any soul to tell me im living in a "princess lifestyle" 

You know how hard isit to sloth your way out of that kind of lifestyle, yes I do admit I been living in there or rather caving in there for the past 18 years, it's time I got out - and I also do get it when you or anyone would not understand why I'm crawling out of my pit. 

If you never understood, being the only daughter makes me the princess of this house, my parents are the strictest I've met and the craziest over protection. 
For me to gain my privileges, was to simply be a "good girl" and there - money comes down falling to me. Basically all I had to do, was in exchange for money. 
yes it was pissing, but com'on we are living in a world where society teaches us money is our freaking hero that would bring us to basically, everywhere. 

I stopped - i stopped getting allowances and learning what it's meant to give back and definitely to also "save money", it's hard - for someone whom prolly have never saved a single cent cause I never really saw a need to. and let me repeat it - 


I been living in a life where goodness could be exchanged for money, so don't come barging in and tell me I don't understand the hardship of fucking money cause I live in a cave of a princess lifestyle, because I been through shit to get myself out of this pit, it wasn't a one day thing and it isn't for you to tell me I understand or not, because this princess lifestyle was not something I asked for.