LDR.

Well, it's no kidding that we would have to face it sooner or later, like come on, you didn't graduate from Singapore and that's a fact, it's bound of you to fly away, away from me that is.
I hate it when you go all realistic on me, I hate it when you tell me "Well, that depends if we would even be here" - I know I ain't realistic, but don't tell me that; I know that despite us saying that all the time, we cling or at least I cling on to the saying that "long distance doesn't kill love, doesn't kill us".
Yes, I get pretty upset whenever you mention the fact about university, and honestly it's the last thing I want to think of right now. I feel like I can't get into anywhere, i feel like uni would be the last thing on my mind, but, yea it's what we need for the future anyway, so doesn't matter. Probably it's up in my head where I'm like, "sweetheart, I don't get to celebrate Christmas, New Year, CNY, Valentine's..... and even my 20th with you". No don't get me wrong, I do want you to go, I've all my hopes up for you, it's just the fact that you'd be going off. First the states and a week or two back and you're gone for NZ.

Now, get my drift on why I'm slowly getting upset?

It's funny how one can make you feel so special, so wanted. Yeah, you'd tell me I've dated and I've been with a handful of guys in my life, how isit actually possible that "I get this feeling only with you". Butterflies in my stomach kind of feeling  -  Trust me, I ain't lying when I tell you that. The best kind of boyfriend a girl could have would be one that goes all out on being silly with you and respects you the way you're supposed to be treated.
If someone came up to me and asked me, how on earth did I fall for you - truth would be I've no idea how, but it all happened you know, and why still fall when I knew you were going to leave SG one way or another. I don't know, but here's it - I know I'm willing to go through hell with you or whatever shit LDR may cause. I'm thankful for you, and I don't know how else to put it, cause you're just - amazing. I remember how everything started so vividly, I remember how you brought me to out for supper just because I said I was hungry the first time we met, the time where I tried throwing grapes and nuts into your mouth sitting underneath the sky full of stars (not really full, but ya you get it), the time where we officially had a date, the time where you drove out just to meet me in the middle of the night just because I got had a bad day, daylight even, and the day where you fetched me despite me not knowing where I was and letting me cry for over an hour just because I was not okay and you knew it.
That kind of small gestures, the ones even where you had camp the next day yet stayed out with me till 4 in the morning. Those are the ones I really appreciate, and those are the ones that made me know what sincerity was when you try to get someone to fall for you.

well, here's it, i'm blessed to have found you even through the way I never thought possible of.